Cloudshoes - “Sheep’s Head Marginalia”
I’m in love with someone who doesn’t even exist.
I can’t handle the closeness of being with people in real life, because there’s an ever-looming inevitability that, eventually, whatever physical closeness I share with someone will become uncomfortable and irritating.
But I still really long for the romantic partnership and love that comes with being with someone, anyway.
I want to watch the stars with someone. I want to go get take-out with someone.
Hell, I want to cuddle with someone sometimes.
But no matter what, that need for closeness and love always ends up making me feel uncomfortable and I can’t handle it after so long.
I can’t fucking do anything with this.
Jesus fucking. FUCK.
Fuck asexuality.
FUCK
You know you took a bad picture when someone noticed the drink behind you and says OH MY GOD I LOVE CHERRY PEPSI TOO!
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